I feel relieve

Pikiran itu kaya obat, bisa nyembuhin tapi juga bisa ngeracunin. Kalo udah keracunan pikiran sendiri, satu-satunya obat ya cuma hati nurani.
Wah lega rasanya setelah tau dan yakin kalo pikiran negatif kita ternyata salah...
Ternyata temenku ga menjauh dari aku, tapi emang lg banyak kerjaan...hehehe
Kalo pikiran negatif terus dipelihara bisa-bisa kita jadi masokis. Atau lebih parah lagi jadi paranoid lho...bahaya atuh.
Caranya ngilangin pikiran negatif ya cuma dengan mbebasin hati nurani...

lOVe oR juSt buRNt uP

Want You to Want Me - Anggun

I'm here give me a glance
Been following you like a shadow
This is how I spend my time
Dreaming about our days tomorrow

Another day has gone by
Another moon another sun
I can wait for you, my love
Don't want to do any harm
Just trying to get to your attention

Sometimes I walk away
Cause I know that we can't ever be together
Sometimes I close my mind
I can't keep this love for myself any longer
Somehow I have to find the right time to say
That I want you to want me
Even in.. my dreams

I hope you know who I am
Through all the letters I have sent you
Know I'm not the only one
Wanting and dreaming about you

Two different worlds between us
You're on the spotlight far from my touch
I can't wait here forever
For a sign from your eyes
The magic I wish I could have

I should have walked away
Cause I knew that we can't ever be together
I should have closed my mind
Should've known that this love can't go any further
I should've stopped myself from this dream cause life
Will never want you to want me
Even.. in my dreams
In my dreams.. In my dreams..

Jogja ku tercinta

Tanggal 30 Agustus jam 5.15 WIB, kereta api Senja Utama jurusan Jakarta-Jogja mulai masuk wilayah DIY.

Jogja... ^^

Udah 2 bulan aku ninggalin Jogja, demi menguji sampai sejauh mana aku bisa bertahan serta mencari jati diriku yang masih hilang.

Ga sabar tapi takut. Perasaan itu yang muncul waktu mikirin kepulangan ku ke Jogja.
Gimana ya wajah kotaku?
Berubah ga ya?

Tapi andaikan berubah, maka aku yakin itu bukan kotaku, tapi aku sendiri yang berubah...

Back to reality

Tanggal 28 Agustus merupakan salah satu hari bersejarah. Karena akhirnya, setelah 2 bulan, kaki ini nginjek tanah jawa lagi.
Rasanya sedih juga ninggalin Bintan, but life goes on babe...
Banyak yg harus tak selesaiin sebelum mulai perjalanan berikutnya.

Huaaaaa....kuliah lagi...ngelab lagi...
Sedihnya ga bisa berenang di pantai lagi.....

But don't worry because the next destination is waiting....